Well, this few days are kind of "education-minded" for me. How should i describe it? It's all about Kumon every single day except Wednesday (which is my day-off of the week), i simply hooked myself behind the com. I'm trying hard to forgot everything (the past especially) the wounds are there. The people who made my life a living hell. I just dont bother and wanted to live my life on my own. Without the needs to think of using parent's money to buy branded, without even thinking of no boyfriend right now, would i be lonely. I guess NOT. I'm still happy here.

The people out there, whoever you are, wanted to bully me, make my life hell to satisfy your own desire. I just know you wont go any better, you'll get retributation. I just know working in shop is really unhappy. No matter how high my dad wanted to give me allowance, i'll just say "No, i dont want it" straight to his face. I rather not scrifice my happiness over a few hundred dollars. Like, what's the point? I'm suppose to "work", yes, key in customer's data are my work. But in the end what? I need to buy foods, need to cook this or that, need to mop the floor, need to wipe the display cupboard, or even better, need to get scolded for goodness sake. I rather throw the allowance into the sea rather than working here.

Thanks for the job in Kumon. At least, i work happily, seeing the students' faces, even at times, facing Mrs Chua's temper (i still can take it). I can save up enough to get myself some branded stuffs. Buying things using your own hard-earned money are worth it. It's satify your needs. =D

I'm really envious of those kids whose parents adore them, pamper them with money & love for all are given when they ask for it. I really think that they are fortunate. They are too fortunate that they cant see it. They only wanted to ask for more. I can only depend on myself. Yes, MYSELF.



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