Be in Love, Not War

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date: Friday, June 05, 2009
time:12:14 AM

Hi peeps,

i dyed my hair today- redhead!

lol

I'm so tired, working for the whole day

-.-

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title: Steamboat & Flower doesnt link tgt...
date: Thursday, June 04, 2009
time:12:53 AM

Hi peeps,

i've steamboat ytd! Like ages, since i last taste the yummy hot and spicy steamboat! I treated him. Both of us sweat like no tmr. Cannot make it! But still, it's satisfied our appetite!

TODAY! I went to kumon ard 12+, because class start at 1pm. A few students were already there, madhouse, as usual. My stomach was growling yet, it's hours away before my break come. I marked, i packed, i called names, i stressed! Mrs Chua is leaving centre at ard 6+, everything went well, until she left. The moment she left, i can feel the burden and workload. The children were no longer attentive anymore, they talked loudly, they laughed away, they just stoned! Like what's a freak right? One student even more powerful, he was there when Mrs Chua was still around, he was still there when 20 students came. Super powerful- He had 193 corrections to be done! LOL. I was the one who have to mark and re-mark. -.-

Work ended at 8.45pm. He came. He surprise me. With a rose. How's sweet.

He know that i dont like receiving flowers though

But still, it's touched me.

I love it to bits. It's brighten my moods- after what my uncle done. Sigh. I dont carry a hatred feeling, it's tiring. Neither would i. But still, disappointing. In the way what he does. Never put himself in someone else shoes. That's selfish right?

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title: I hated...
date: Tuesday, June 02, 2009
time:11:11 PM

I hate it when you guys always call me to work, what am i? I'm a human too! I've piles of things to do and to spend time with. I need to go through Kumon, FYP, Blogshop as well as working in shop.

I need some time for myself. I want rest.

Do you know that i'm sick? Do you know anything about it? My thought, my mind everything. Do you all know? I'm getting sick of all this shit! Seriously. I dont want to be forced to do things. I'll still go shop and help out afterall.

There are times i said i'm ~~superwoman~~, but please.

Spare a thought for people.

You've no studies to worry on, just H2 Hub. But i've MORE THAN H2 Hub.

*Since ytd, i've being thinking, i love this house to bits. But i got to leave soon. To a wonderland.

There goes my dream to travel w/o my mum, i cant go because you cant get anymore leave, my mum allow me! Like finally, i can go abroad w/o family. =( How saddening.

Flipping through the newspaper days after days, you're able to see cases of committing suicide by youngest in Singapore are increasing. What's the reason for it? Stress? Maybe. Depression? Maybe. Is Singapore getting to be a high living standard that Singaporean are unable to cope anymore? I dont know. I just hope to spread this message that,

"Dont take your life as a game, it's precious.

God made us for a reason, with a purpose.

He wont bring you to this world without any purpose and destiny in you.

Trust Him!

Wholeheartedly."

I must restore back the relationship with God, because i'm finding myself drifting far far apart from Him. He has blessed me financially. He has blessed me a better relationship with my family. He has done so many great things for me. But Yet, i didnt give Him more than a day to pray and give Thanks. Selfish me.

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title: Super Random
date: Monday, June 01, 2009
time:11:45 PM

Was browsing through my photos in my lappy, saw those photos which bring me fresh memories where i really really enjoying myself. In fear & excitement. In fear-it's was the year i turned 18, which means i can go in MOS and club and dance. But i missed that freaking chance, because i was the only one late -.- I didnt get the chance to drink and club [not my favourite anyway]

I miss this bunch of crazy nuts, who can bring chocolate to my life, who get me excited to moving on my next stage of life after 18 years old. I MISS THEM! TERRIBLY!

If only we can hang out like this ~~again.~~

Browsing through made me realized that i miss my long straight and silky hair badly. I miss it to that extend that i regretted perming that time-1 year ago. I regretted letting go of my healthy hair to become dried/damaged hair. I'm REALLY REALLY waiting for my current hair to grow faster and i pampered it with good shampoo & conditioner. I dont give a thought on how much that shampoo actually cost.

~~this house soon to be gone, new home soon to come~~ I hate that thought. Go away!

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title: Hand-sign beginner
date:
time:5:08 PM

I've recently manage to memories all the alphabet for hand-sign. It's really cool can! I can show you from A all the way to Z. Damn powerful. I've even my own hand-sign name- really cute. You can ask me to show you if u are interested. Haha!

Today is suppose to be a full day work-[1pm to 8.45pm], but i woke up feeling the dreadful headache which lead to vomiting, i'm sweating like some crazy person standing under the sun for a few couple of hours. I hate those kind of feeling. I couldnt fall asleep since then, i kept on rolling from the left to the right. It's really really ghastly!

My mum & Rong rong strike lottery 2 days in a row, each of them gave me tips. I'm really really glad, cause i've no more spare money for the next few weeks. Though, we're having holidays for 2 weeks, i'll be working in kumon, working in shop...

ARGHHHH! I love Restaurant City, I'm getting motivated to score to a higher level. Haha!

I just played Mama Mia & Sally's spa from his iphone.

I long to have one. But wait, iPod touch first. =)

*The sun is a killer!

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title: Sat Mood
date: Sunday, May 31, 2009
time:12:14 AM

I went to shop as usual with my parent. I work. I serve. I learn Manicure + Pedicure. I went supermarket with mum. I went church with Sam, Vion, Desmond!

Service is about impacting the younger generation! And our church wide building funds has reached up to 90% fulfillment! Praise the Lord!

My dearies Sam brought me something from HK and Cameron Highland! It's nice! I love it!

We went to airport for followship. By the end we leave, Jiahao, Vion and me walked pass a shop-Mini Bits. We went in to see stuffs. I like one Flower Gold necklace and a Blink Blink Bangle. I brought them home. Haha! Using my kumon's pay. -.- Not so bad, it's cost me $19 bucks.

*He got his iphone. So not fair. I must wait for a week for my ipod touch -.-

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Esther Woo♀恩灵

✿04 Nov 1989✿

Scorpion

Working Adult for now

A believer of GOD✟